Renegade
This roadway paved gray, I climbed on the back ebony and blue to feel the wind burst through my black, hair swept away until it creates a mask against face. Least do I wish to release what was in my eyes, yet somehow, it peers extensively back. Holding on, twisting with you like fragile trysting, I feel the ground burning beneath, the skyline dipping deep, infringing upon me as heavens fall at feet. I will grab onto more than conviction allots, but somehow left heedless as irony plots against me. How you deal, merged in between, and they were unknowing of your presence-- my apologies for this acquiescence, I was blindfolded and decreed silent for the time being. But did your discreet nature break you when you beseeched to me, and I turned away unrecognizing? I know you felt my palm sliced from contritely withholding sacrificial dice, boots gripped concrete as it cracked, but somehow dragged us bleeding in alleys. Celestial merciful bandage keeping cut dressed- Oh, if I hide in the dead of night, should forgiveness shelter the same way as covenants once did? With dualities heard, your pleading revealed at the red lights on junctions unreached, each wanting their promise to succeed. And I sink sink sink with each tortured appeal, supplications of whom He grants He will. Metamorphosis ceased, and melt did we into pavement, a fire sparked, movements becoming religious defeat. Silver bangles wrangled at wrists, chained by self-reprieve, but never more liberated again, and mourn for what could have been of me. I see her standing sometimes, but I blink and think it is imagination speaking. She is draped crimson, and knelt with hands spread, eyes graciously drowned in faithfulness. Still I cannot finish this testament; lest it eats me inside, depleting a cell at a time-- I can grieve later with witness divine. Behind the transitioned cloak lies someone who reaches out to endless horizon and rides furiously-- wretched, beautiful darkness with pangs of enlightenment unraveled beneath. Hold on while I am here, for I do not know what tomorrow brings when traveling by renegade wing…